sapa bilang..?

love this song..heard him talking about it on E!..

new edition

as i promise..taaadddaaaa~~~~

i look kinda miserable in the 'before' picture..uhu..

thought we're friend

Nobody likes you...

Everyone left you...

They're all out without you...

Having fun...

quote

"I think I've always been bisexual. I mean, it's something that I've always been interested in. I think people are born bisexual, and it's just that our parents and society kind of veer us off into this feeling of 'Oh, I can't.' They say it's taboo. It's ingrained in our heads that it's bad, when it's not bad at all. It's a very beautiful thing."-Billie Joe Armstrong

just a sharing from a guy i admired..kinda agree with him..we are what we're told..

potong..potong

and yeah..got a new haircut last sunday..finally..!!!my head felt very ringan now..and received a lot of reaction..most puji2 till my ego and nose kembang..haishh..

will upload the pict later la k..?wanna edit it 1st..hoho~~

punked..!!

what do u know..i am a punk at heart after all..i was lepaking at lab comp..doing what i do best -- surfing the net for hours..then i came across 'Holiday' by Greenday..so i decided to download their albums..and it is great..listening to 'Novacaine' on repeat since 2200 (now 0113)..

the day before yesterday..i was lepaking at Stan's house..joining Stalin and Stevie..bbq..boozed..and now im still suffering from the aftermath..my pinggang is so sakit..huhu~~

OneMalaysia

day in..day out..we've been told to practice 1Malaysia..to unite as 1 Malaysia's race..but do you really think that this shit gonna work...?

recently..my heart pain to heard the news that a Sabah's Catholic publication - Herald got barred just because they use "Allah" to refer God..and scared it might cause some confusion among the Muslim..well..for God's sake..u wont get confused if u are really firm and believe with your faith..Christians have been use the word Allah for ages..Allah means God in Arab..they(muslim) should know better about that language..

well..its THEIR country after all..and we're just minority here..no need to fight for a losing battle..what happen to "Kepercayaan Kepada Tuhan"..?or should it be "Kepercayaan Kepada Tuhan Orang Islam Sahaja"..?

about 15 thousand bibles are seized due to this issue..and of course..1st u guys barred us from spreading(sharing) our faith..the next thing you now..all Malaysian should be Muslim..bet lots of us never see that coming..

2012

watched it last night..and for the 1st time the movie theater was full..even the front seats..!!

now let's talk about the movie shall we..this post MAYBE contain some spoiler..so..proceed at your own risk..

our movie start at India..show a lots of real science stuff..watch it before on some documentary..we all introduced to dr.Adrian..a young scientist..fast forward..we then introduced to another main character Curtis Jackson..a writer/driver/divorcee..he took his children to camp and met with a crazy fella..which obsess with the end of the world..so he thought the government knew about this but wont say a word about it..the conspiracy..and they(the government)'ll kill the palat.!!so this 1 scene here..some one got killed at a terowong whr princess D got killed*kewl*..at first Jackson does'nt belief..but as soon as the earth started to asunder..he flew to his ex-wife's house..then the world start to falling apart..my fav. scene..lots of visual thrills..they raced to a local airport..thank got his ex's BF can drive a plane(better get a flying lesson soon)..so they fly to las vegas..there they met the Russian which also Jackson's employer(gosh..i never knew Russian accent can be so sexy*drool*)..so they flew to China..or Nepal..?ntah la..for the big ship that have secretly build within the last 4 years.......................

then u got to watch it for yourself(actually aku da malas da mok cta..hehee~~)..

overall a great movie..except that it was toooooooooooooooooooo long..2 and a half hours..i got bored when they all got on the ship(byk org chow da tme tok..)..and we're not even been told what happen to our glorious Malaysia..huhu~~

there's some scene that make you cry(don't know bout u..but i cried)..laugh and wonders..the last scene kinda reminding me of Noah(ironically..Jackson's son's name is Noah as well)..can't Hollywood be more creative and original..?what a rip-off..!!

lastly..what will you do..?repent or keep on fucking your life till the end..?

elegy

my brother introduce me to this guy..what a beautifully haunting voice.. he's 100% Japanese..but he look like a caucasian though..

Shigamitsuita senaka ni sotto tsume wo tatete (As I clung to you, you dug your nails into my back)
Watashi wo kizamikonda motto yume no naka e (And carved me, taking me deeper into a dream)

Hirahira maichiru hanabira ga hitotsu (One of the fluttering, scattering flower petals)
Yurayura samayoi yukiba wo nakushita (Wavers, wanders, it’s lost its place)

Sono te de sono te de watashi wo yogoshite (Dirty me with your hands, with your hands)
Nando mo nando mo watashi wo kowashite (Break me again and again, again and again)
Asebamu samishisa wo kasaneawase (We put our two sweaty lonelinesses together)
Mabushikute mienai yami ni ochiteku (And fall into a bright, invisible darkness)
Itsuka horobiyuku kono karada naraba (If my body’s going to die one day)
Mushibamaretai anata no ai de (Then I want it to rot from your love)

Kono yamai ni namae ga areba raku ni nareru (I’d feel better if this sickness had a name)
Hamidasu koto ga kowai douka mure no naka e (I’m afraid to stick out, I move into the crowd somehow)
Hirahira maichiru hanabira ga hitotsu (One of the fluttering, scattering flower petals)
Yurayura samayoi anata wo mitsuketa (Wavers, wanders, I’ve found you)

Kono te de kono te de anata wo yogoshite (I’ll dirty you with my hands, with my hands)
Nando mo nando mo anata ni oborete (And drown in you again and again, again and again)
Senaka awase no fuan to yorokobi (Our two backs together gives me anxiety and happiness)
Namiuchinagara watashi wo tsukisasu (That comes in waves, penetrating me)
Itsuka kiete yuku kono omoi naraba (If this love’s going to die someday)
Ima hikisaite anata no ai de (Tear me apart now with your love)

Sono te de sono te de watashi wo yogoshite (Dirty me with your hands, with your hands)
Nando mo nando mo watashi wo kowashite (Break me again and again, again and again)
Asebamu samishisa wo kasaneawase (We put our two sweaty lonelinesses together)
Mabushikute mienai yami ni ochiteku (And fall into a bright, invisible darkness)
Itsuka horobiyuku kono karada naraba (If my body’s going to die one day)
Mushibamaretai anata no ai de (Then I want it to rot from your love)
Watashi wo yogoshite sono te de sono te de (With your hands, dirty me, dirty me)

..what a wonderful words..this is why i love Japanese songs..